MUSIC

my favorites :)

music is a big part of my life. i love it sooo much.
it's the best damn thing that the human race ever created. it really keeps me company during the lonely days.
listen and appreciate as much as i do... these songs really resonate with me and i hope that they may with you, too... enjoy friends...

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"Today is the greatest day I've ever known

Can't live for tomorrow, tomorrow's much to long

I'll burn my eyes out

Before I get out

I wanted more

Than life could ever grant me

Bored by the chore

Of saving face

today is the greatest day i've ever known

can't wait for tomorrow, i might not have that long

i'll tear my heart out

before I get out

pink ribbon scars that never forget

i tried so hard to cleanse these regrets

my angel wings were bruised and restrained

my belly stings "

today, siamese dreams - the smashing pumpkins

There is freedom within, there is freedom without

Trying to catch the deluge in a paper cup

There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost

But you'll never see the end of the road while you're travelling with me

Hey now, hey now

Don't dream It's over

When the world comes in

They come, they come

To build a wall between us

We know, they won't win

Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof

My posessions are causing me suspicion, but there's no proof

In the paper today, tales of war and of waste

But you turn right over to the TV page

Hey now, hey now

Don't dream It's over

Hey now, hey now

When the world comes in

They come, they come

To build a wall between us

We know, they won't win

Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum

And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart

Only shadows ahead, barely clearing the roof

Get to know the feeling of liberation and release

Hey now, hey now

Don't dream It's over

Hey now, hey now

When the world comes in

They come, they come

To build a wall between us

We know, they won't win

Don't let them win (hey now, hey now)

Hey now, hey now

Hey now, hey now

Don't let them win (they come, they come)

Don't let them win (hey now, hey now), yeah

Hey now, hey now

Hey

Don't Dream It's Over, Crowded House - Crowded House

" good times for a change

see, the luck i've had can make a good man bad

~

so please, please, please

let me get what i want

lord knows, it would be the first time

~

gaven't had a dream in a long time

see, the life i've had can make a good man bad

~

so, for once in my life, let me get what I want

lord knows, it would be the last time

lord knows, it would be the first time

please, please, please let me get what i want, b-sides & rarities - deftones

In the sea the fish have learned to fly

On a moonlight night on wings of silver

As the enchanted stars sail serenely by

Do they know where do unicorns go?

Where winged horses fly

Narwhales lost at sea and never seen again

Go, go and ask magpie

Where do unicorns go?

In the trees the birds have learned to speak

Gaily colored they keep their secrets

In a parade of clouds playing hide and seek

Do hey know where do unicorns go?

Where winged horses fly

Narwhales lost at sea and never seen again

Does myth and mystery lie?

Where do unicorns go?

In The Sea, The Last Unicorn - America

Horizon rising up to meet the purple dawn

Dust demon, screaming, bring me an eagle to lead me on

For in my heart I carry such a heavy load

Here I am, on man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

I'm hungry, weary, but I cannot lay me down

The rain comes, dreary, but there's no shelter I have found

It will be a long time till I find my abode

Here I am, on man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

Moon rising, disgusing lonely streets in gay displays

The stars fade, the night shade falls and makes the world afraid

It waits in silence for the sky to explode

Here I am, on man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

Walking man's road

Man's Road, The Last Unicorn - America

Oh Mother, I can feel

The soil falling over my head

As I climb into an empty bed

Oh well, enough said

I know It's over, still I cling

I don't know where else I can go

Oh

Oh Mother, I can feel

The soil falling over my head

See, the sea wants to take me

The knife wants to slit me

Do you think you can help me?

Sad veiled bride, please be happy

Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly

though she needs you more than she loves you

I know It's over, still I cling

I don't know where else I can go

Over and over and over and over

Over and over

I know It's over and it never really began

But in my heart, it was so real

And you even spoke to me and said

"If you're so funny

Then why are you on your own tonight?

And if you're so clever

Then why are you on your own tonight?

If you're so very entertaining

Then why are you on your own tonight?

If you're so good looking

Why do you sleep alone tonight?"

I know 'cause tonight is just like any other night

With your triumphs and your charms

While they're in eachothers arms

It's so easy to laugh, It's so easy to hate

It takes strengh to be gentle and kind

Over, over, over, over

It's so easy to laugh, It's so easy to hate

It takes guts to be gentle and kind

Over, over

Love is natural and real

But not for you, my love

Not tonight, my love

Love is natural and real

But not for such as you and I

My love

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

Oh Mother, I can feel The soil falling over my head

I Know It's Over, The Queen Is Dead - The Smiths

Upon the sand, upon the bay

"There is a quick and easy way" you say

Before you illustrate

I'd rather state

I'm not the man you think I am

I'm not the man you think I am

And sorrow's native son

He will not smile for anyone

And pretty girls make graves

Ooh-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh,-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh-oh,-oh

End of the pier, end of the bay

You tug my arm and say

"Give in to lust, give up to lust

Oh, heaven knows we'll soon be dust,"

I'm not the man you think I am

He will not rise for anyone

And pretty girls make graves (Oh really?)

Ooh-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh,-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh-oh,-oh

I could have been wild and I could have been free

But nature played this trick on me

She wants it now, and she will not wait

But she's too rough, and I'm too delicate

Then on the sand, another man, he takes her hand

A smile lights up her stupid face, and well it would

I lost my faith in womanhood

I lost my faith in womanhood

I lost my faith

Ooh-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh,-oh-oh-oh

Ooh-oh-oh,-oh

Hand in glove

The sun shines out of our behind

Oh-oh, oh-oh

Pretty Girls Make Graves, The Smiths - The Smiths

I decree today that life is simply taking and not giving

England is mine, it owes me a living

But ask me why and I'll spit in your eye

Oh, ask me why and I'll spit in your eye

But we cannot cling to the old dreams anymore

No, we cannot cling to those dreams

Does the body rule the mind or does the mind rule the body?

I don't know

Under the iron bridge we kissed

And although I ended up with sore lips

It just wasn't like the old days anymore

No, it wasn't like those days

Am I still ill?

Ooh-ooh

Oh, am I still ill?

Ooh-ooh

Does the body rule the mind or does the mind rule the body?

I don't know

Ask me why and I'll die

Oh, ask me why and I'll die

And if you must go to work tomorrow

Well, if I were you I wouldn't bother

For there are brighter sides to life

And I should know because I've seen them

But not very often

Under the iron bridge we kissed

And although I ended up with sore lips

It just wasn't like the old days anymore

No, it wasn't like those days

Am I still ill?

Oh, oh

Oh, am I still ill?

Oh, oh

Still Ill, The Smiths - The Smiths

I would rather not go

Back to the old house

I would rather not go back to the old house

There's too many bad memories

Too many memories

When you cycled by

Here bagan all my dreams

The saddest thing I've ever seen

And you never knew

How much I really liked you

'Cause I never even told you

Oh, but I meant to

Are you still there?

Or have you moved away?

Or have you moved away?

I would love to go back to the old house

But I never will

I never will

I never will

Back To The Old House, Louder Than Bombs - The Smiths

While this town i bust sleepin'

All the noise has died away

I walk the streets to stop my weepin'

But don't fool yourself

She was heartache from the moment that you met her

Ah, my heart feels so still as I try to find the will

To forget her somehow

Oh, I think I've forgotten her now

Her love is a rose, pale and dyin'

Droppin' all her petals in land unknown

All full of wine, the world before her

Was sober with no place to go, mm

Don't full yourself

She was heartache from the moment that you met her

My heart is frozen as I try to find the will

To forget her somehow

She's somewhere out there now

Well, my tears fallin' down as I try to forget

Her love was a joke from the day that we met

All of the words, all of her men

All of my pain when I think back to when

Remember her hair as it shone in the sun

The smell of the bed when I knew what she'd done

Tell yourself over and over you won't ever need her again

But don't fool yourself

She was heartache from the moment that you met her

Oh, my heart is frozen as I try to find the will

To forget her somehow

She's out there somewhere now

Oh, she was heartache from the day that I first met her

My heart is frozen as I try to find the will

To forget her somehow

'Cause I know you're somewhere out there now

I don't wanna ban her

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Forget Her - Studio Outake - 1993, Grace (Legacy Edition) - Jeff Buckley

Just tell me what you've got to say to me

I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth

It comes as no surprise at all to me

So cut the crap and tell me that we're through

Now, I know your heart, I know your mind

You don't even know you're being unkind

So much for all your highbrow marxist ways

To forget her somehow

Every Breathe you take

And every move you make

Every bond you break, every step you take

I'll be watching you

Every single day

And every word you say

Every game you play, every night you stay

I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see

You belong to me?

How my poor heart aches

With every step you take

Every move you make

And every vow you break

Every smile you fake, every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Since you've gone, I've been lost without a trace

I dream at night, I can only see your face

I look around, but It's you I can't replace

I feel so cold and I long for your embrace

I keep crying, baby, baby, please

Oh, can't you see

You belong to me?

How my poor heart aches

With every step you take

Every move you make

And every vow you break

Every smile you fake, every claim you stake

I'll be watching you

Every move you make, every step you take

I'll be watching you

I'll be watching you

(Every breath you take, every move you make)

(Every bond you break, every step you take) I'll be watching you

Every single day, every word you say

(Every game you play, every night you stay) I'll be watching you

Every move you make, every vow you break

(Every smile you fake, every claim you stake) I'll be watching you

(Every single day, every word you say) ooh-ooh

(Every game you play, every night you stay) I'll be watching you

Every breath you take, every move you make

(Every bond you break, every step you take) I'll be watching you

Every single day, every word you say

(Every game you play, every night you stay) I'll be watching you

Every move you make, every vow you break

(Every smile you fake, every claim you stake) I'll be watching you

Every single day, every word you say

(Every game you play, every night you stay) I'll be watching you

Every move you make, every vow you break

Every Breathe You Take, Synchronicity - The Police

" i believe i can see the future

'cause i repeat the same routine

think i used to have a purpose

then again, that might have been a dream

i think i used to have a voice

now i never make a sound

i just do what i've been told

i really don't want them to come around, oh no

every day is exactly the same

every day is exactly the same

there is no love here and there is no pain

every day is exactly the same

i can feel their eyes are watching

in case i loose myself again

sometimes, i think i'm happy here

sometimes, yet i still pretend

i can't remember how this got started

but I can tell you exactly how it will end "

every day is exactly the same, with teeth - nine inch nails

" i don't wanna be (i don't wanna be me), i don't wanna be me (be me)

"i don't wanna be (i don't wanna be me) me anymore

"i don't wanna be (i don't wanna be me), i don't wanna be me (be me)

"i don't wanna be (i don't wanna be me) me anymore "

i don't wanna be me, life is killing me - type o negative

" gimme the real thing

gimme the life

give me something deep

something straight

like a sharpened knife

gimme the real thing

give me the life

gimme a fresh start, like a new born child

gimme the real thing "

real thing, hau ruck - KMFDM

" shame, such a shame

i think i kind of lost myself again

day, yesterday

really should be leaving, but i stay "

dissolved girl, mezzanine - massive attack

" and she is lost coma where it's beautiful

intoxcicated from the deep sleep, deep sleep

do you wonder what it's like

living in a permanant imagination

sleeping to escape reality, but you like it like that

but guilty by design, she is nothing more than fiction

and she dreams in digital

'cause it's better than nothing

now that control is gone

it seems unreal, she's dreaming in digital

and she dreams in digital "

fiction (dreams in digital), vapor transmission - orgy

" i want to step inside alternate reality

parrallel life never grow old

stage light flooding down all over me

take the world by storm

maybe next time maybe in the next life

maybe then i'll get it right

i'll be back again another time

to be alive

to be alive

talking to sky S.O.S

waiting for a sign that i never get

always seem to be the last in line

to be alive

to be alive

(to be alive)

To be alive

(to be alive) "

to be alive, i am eye - lucia cifarelli

" stare at me with empty eyes

and point your words at me

mirror on the wall will show you what you're scared to see

i can see, wish i couldn't see at all

i can feel, wish i couldn't feel at all

hate to see, wish i couldn't see at all

hate to feel, wish i couldn't feel at all "

hate to feel, dirt - alice in chains